I need some help,
I look out there's no one
In a lot of crap,
Still cannot find anyone.
Boiling with anger,
But got nowhere to vent.
Here comes danger,
And everything around me looks faint.
As a quiet lonely ranger,
One who's expected to be perfect.
The obedient one in everything.
Is it possible?
Have you ever thought why I always wanted to be alone,
Why I was always quiet ?
They say silence is golden,
But dangerous in this case.
Ever thought what creeps in my mind?
Ever bothered to find?
Ever bothered why I never speak?
Ever bothered to dig?
People will only jump into conclusion,
And get wrapped up in confusion.
All along they didn't care,
So why now?
In times of stress ,
I was a loner.
Now look back and find who helped me when I was in a mess.
Don't you think if I spent all these years as a loner I would end up in a coma?
Think about it.
Where you there?
Yes, for the basics,
I agree.
What about what I faced?
The times I became stressed?
Isn't it when I tried to speak,
I was cut even before finishing.
Sometimes I would think about the stick,
And see myself vanishing.
But all of a sudden,
Everyone appears.
Because something has happened,
Where were you when I was facing my fears.
Isn't it surprising that everyone has decided to chip in,
Even those we thought are for serious discussions .
It is that time when you do wrong while trying to make yourself better.
That time you never thought about anyone,
Except yourself.
Everyone is now a judge,
Judging something they don't know about its roots,
And how deep they are.
Each one has something to say or do.
Some vent on me,
But they have no clue.
There is attention now,
Because there is a mistake.
But in between I managed alone,
And this pressure I'm still to manage.
People only pay attention when you make a mistake,
Or when you become successful.
Dear friend,
Don't forget,
In between you are alone,
And you finish on your own.
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